BoringYetGraceful

Note: isinulat sa Taglish

Wordpress is cool, and Simplenote is simple but I'm looking for aesthetics too, then I found this blogging platform last year, signed up, wrote something, got bored, deleted it with no drafts behind, oh I loved burning bridges with my creativity but not relationships ha, sila lang naman mahilig mang-iwan, then I deleted the free account.

Guess what? They are now paid. OMG. I rant sa bird app, then got a response. Rant talaga eh.

This is a 14-day trial didn’t put my card kasi wala ng laman, SM Disadvantage Card pwede ba? at may new subscribtion plan daw sila na mas mura...lets see, for sure. I'll be force to write kahit wala na kwenta sinasabi ko, atleast hindi ako Tiktoker or Youtuber. I won't earn din naman, eh kung sya ang prize, panalo talaga.

But there was a time I'd create a Tiktok account just to follow a certain being, ala natuwa lang ako. Epic lang algorithm ng Tiktok, its bad for my eyes, I chose what I need to see , like the way I eye on h...lol, kaya delete account, uninstall, sayonara. IG na lang. 🙃

Being plain, and boring and absolutely weird, as someone says, is my genre, though madami na nagsabi. Madami ba talaga? All I can say it's part being of “Lopez ka nga talaga” not the family from the south ha, but from the north, pero di rin po ako BBM, pwede siguro ako na lang ang BBmo BBmo.

Did check bird app, at madami din gumagamit nito, siguro noong free pa, some are Indonesian or Malaysian or Indian? Ewan ko, na-curious lang naman, parang ako sa kanya kaya lang saka na lang.

Tindi bawat paragraph may hugot. Tapos sa huli, iba pala ang huhugot sa kanya, siya pala at hindi ako, ano na?, justice, where is?

On the other hand, sa kabilang kamay.

I started buklating an old devotional I bought when I stepped foot here in the metro after my first week sa work. It was my first Sunday service, decided to go to Galleria, sa Victory Ortigas, nilakod ko ate kuya, probinsyano e. Nag Google maps pa ko noon, January 2016 yun .

It was an influential devotional ni tatay ko which I read back during college days. My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers. If you check Walls of Nehemiah before, tadtad ng quotes niya mga post ko doon iirc, wala nga lang aesthetics.

Father's copy was a gift edition, ganda grabe, sa sobrang gamit, nag divorce na yung mga pages. The one I have was the ordinary paperback updated edition. So happy at less nose bleed, kasi yung kay father dear, KJV, the updated one used NKJV. Sakin naman, naligo sa highlights at underline at fold.

Though I have other devos, even digitally, I think you'll return to the one that really push you. I do have na yung 2 volume ng Voices from the Past, pero magagamit din sila.

Devotionals are just patikim sa mas matinding handa ni Lord sa'tin, I'm sure meron mga nag strike talaga sa puso nyo noong nabasa nyo yung mensahe, kahit nakalimutan mo na yung backup na verse.

Waiting is not sitting with folded hands doing nothing, but it is learning to do what we are told. —O.C.