Chapter 45 – A—Ghost Witho—t U
Sometimes, being happy too much is bad for the brain, and looking forward to being happy is also bad because the probability of being sad is high, especially when you are not sure why you are happy or the reasons are just to vague and the shadows are much clearer that your expectations. It is better to jump off in a bridge, hit a jeepney byaheng crossing, and end everything in a comma.
The skeptic in me breathed a new mentality and came up with this new realization. FTGGGG, the means Forget The Girls, Give God the Glory.
How do I fall in love again romantically? Forget it, I think I'll stick with Jesus kahit na ganito siguro ako ne? Hindi ko alam. Frustration rises, and I know He is my comfort and the sweetest thing of all. Lilipas din ang ganda ng mga girls. Yung dating coke body magiging coke in can din.
I have memorable scenes crossing the roads of life.
San Fernando, Pampanga. 1998/1999. I was able to cross the 8 lane highway because the Jolibee there, when the middle barriers weren't installed yet, I was 8/9 y/o that time. Who cares getting hit by a speeding provincial bus?
Dasmariñas, Cavite. 2011. 21 y/o me, fighting with her, muntik na ako tamaan ng 16 wheeler truck. Don't ask why we're fighting, I don't expect to fight with one again.
Soon. Kaya lang may footbridge sa Oranbo e.
pakisama nyo na lang ako sa prayers nyo, kung may space pa ne? kung puno na, sa basura na lang po. —nml