a poem written back AD2020 at BoilingWatersPH website but wasn't approve. I took it and now here it is.
You came from behind along with your brush strokes that I hardly find.I'll never forget looking at you while you trace those diagonal lines
Is this a sign?
We rarely cross paths face to face.
But I'm still wondering if I can run this race.
Once more, should I wait for the sunrise or chase this sunset?
Allow myself to put this to the test to see if my feet is ready to curve new lines.
I only had these phrases for you so that these feelings will fly.
Yes, you are dazzling in my eyes and also those hands I admire.
Your color palette reflects who you are on the inside.
Now I must conclude; the words have already left my mouth.
I'll never hope or wish for you to be mine.Unless it comes from above, Who created everything on time.
For those who believe in Him, everything is worth the wait.
The One above who gives everything along this kind of line.
Bewildered beyond imagination
My reality already conducts electricity
Insulators on repair
Fighting against the wave of the unknown
Will you reach me by your hand
Or just stare at me as my ground shatters
As I reach my end
While you and your smile
You never got hold of something
Yet holds everything
The pain in my neck that struck me on that trek
It was my genesis but to you
It's your fulfillment to find the genuine end
Running away from that certain thing
I already lost my dream, my goals, everything
Forget how to love, even this heart still looks beating
Faked happy smiles revolve
Oh come on, just let them marry and do the honors
That Adam and Eve initiated that filled the planet
As I count them gone one by one
Then what would be the end?
Forget love, forget everything
God can you hear my scream?!
Looking for help, help is looking
Where, when will you come again?
Your Word still lingers in this heart
Who longs to be an instrument of your grace
The grace that still carry me
As I crawl in this mire and you continually lifted me
But I still return